Not just another empty dream
I wannna change and i will, give me time.
God knows best.
Posted on: Thursday, October 01, 2009
Posted at: 12:13 PM
So I found those pictures. See, if there's anything that will make me blog, it's those pictures..
And I'm very sure I'm back to square one. I seriously didn't think it would be that hard to deal with it again.., but I've seen it, so I have to deal with it.
I don't know what's my problem but I can't get over it. I am a liar huh, saying I have when I haven't (well I had, until I saw those pictures).
It's one of those thing that won't ever go away, which is unexplainable. I think I've tried, but most people don't really get it I guess. I kinda understand that part just like how at times I can't understand the whys of others. Life works vice versa.
I don't think whatever happened then was a miracle. Even though in the beginning I thought so. I now strongly and truly believe, it was meant to be. You were meant to be part of my history, my once upon a time. And I can't change that. If we do meet again, then I'll face up to you like how I've always imagined. And if we don't, my best wishes for you.
Just to let you know, I did love you.
Posted on: Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Posted at: 12:05 AM
Holler people! Yes finally, a job. Phew, talk about job-hunting.. stressful.
Aight next, I LOVE SKAKI! Thanks for the time guys. And Nyna, sorry for having to wait for me. haha. Cukup time aku blanja, promise.
And those who wished me, thank you (including those at Tagged). Oh man, wish i have the photos with me. Maybe next time..
Labels: happy birthday to me
Posted on: Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Posted at: 1:57 PM
Yo. Ok, July 04, my cousins and I went to Cash Box. Of course to karaoke. They were dancing & stuff. HAHA!
Posted on: Sunday, June 28, 2009
Posted at: 8:58 AM
Hello. Right, so I'm watching John Tucker Must Die. And Jesse Metcalfe is hella gorgeous. So is Shia, the cute + funny. Oh man, talk about the beautiful people.. woo!
Next, Tranformers y'all!
the king of pop
Posted on: Friday, June 26, 2009
Posted at: 8:57 PM
He is the greatest entertainer that ever lived.
Farewell Michael.
Labels: michael jackson
now i know, it's not easy.
Posted on: Thursday, June 25, 2009
Posted at: 1:35 AM
Hey peeps. Ok, I didn't make it. But it's ok, like I told some of them, I was just trying out. Don't worry, I'm just as fine before like I am now. =D
Oh man, but I'll never forget the experience, ever. I mean, my legs were trembling, my hands and lips were shaking and my eyes were flickering. My whole face was bloody 'cramp'. Im serious, I'm not exaggerating people. I was nervous as hell. I couldn't hold myself together.
At first I didn't think it would be that hard but after I saw those cameras.. I was all stiff an speechless. So for those who might have heard them saying it's not easy, believe me, they mean it. No joke. Unless you're a pro lah..
Ok, and about my MSN pm, uh... I didn't cry. Really. Because if I did I would have written down something like stop crying or whatever it is. haha.
So yeah, I think I've said whatever I wanted to say. Life goes on.
A no is not a never.
Posted on: Tuesday, June 16, 2009
Posted at: 8:38 PM
June 22, not just another time in my life..
